Euthanasia

I can only see a pale blue sky far, far away.
Can you hear my broken existence?
and torture of the deafening thunders?
Freedom, I value the most is enslaved by fate.
Pain of invalid, pain of pity and pain of insomnia.
My life has met its grand finale; celebrate!
Euthanize me my friend, let me be free.

Ma', wipe away those glittering tears.
When you remember me,
you will find me in my poems.
Read them aloud; you will hear
my relentless passion, pain and angst.
Train of thousand words. My swan song.

Don't forget your promise, my brother.
We had hours of argument on dignity and life.
Do not hold on to the residue of burnt candle.
Let the lingering flame be blinded by my last bright.
I shall see you on the other side of the sky,
if it exists.
If not, goodbye, my sweet brother. Goodbye!